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Life Goes On [Dec. 15th, 2004|06:01 pm]
[mood |stressedstressed]
[music |None the speakers are broken]

Oh wow... it has been forever since I looked in this thing never have time any more or well, interest for that matter. Not much new I have a boyfriend and just turn 16. But lot's of shit is going on and for the worst I'm afraid to say. But I'm not sure what I can do so yea... my grades are really bad and my mom is yelling at me none stop. I'm not sure what's going on in my life and when I think I figured it out I'm not quite sure I like what is going on. I just got back from Disney and my parents are planning another trip to FL I want to go see my grandma and all and get a god damn tan but I can't miss anymore school and I miss everyone when I'm down there even tho I'm not sure they miss me. I'm kinda thinking about maybe starting Taekwondo again getting on the cubby side. But the thing that is bothering me the most is I'm not sure what I want anymore if I'm really doing the right thing... Yea Yea I know all I am doing is telling you a sad story and hoping you will pitty me... well no thats not it its just I try to talk to people about this shit and its not working I don't think they get it... or me...well thats all folks yea yea my salking is over..for now.
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SIGH [Sep. 22nd, 2004|03:46 pm]
[mood |crankycranky]

School started. . .

. . . Enough said.
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You think you know me [Sep. 1st, 2004|10:29 pm]
[mood |lonelylonely]
[music |Rolling Stones- Get off of my cloud]

I don't get it sometime why things work out or don't work out and how and when things happen it's not like a puzzle that you just piece together it’s a maze with no end of beginning you take one way and you could end up happy and successful or you take another way and you could come to a dead end of life now see this is the real problem what should you do if you don't know which way goes where and if you make a wrong turn is it possible to just turn around and start again. . .

I wanna be happy but sometimes it's just not that easy. . .
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lets get ready to rumble [Aug. 30th, 2004|12:44 pm]
[mood |calmcalm]
[music |the voices in my head ahh]

Yea I got a web page I have like 3 but this is the newest one.....


oh yea hommie I got my pc fixed today well its been fixed right now so.....there! =P
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Read this shit [Aug. 24th, 2004|11:04 pm]
[mood |blahblah]
[music |hows it gonna be - third eye blind]

Stare into my eyes and tell me, can you take me from the pain that you see deep in my soul. . .

If I cry tears of blood will you then believe that my heart is broken?

One day when you least expect it my love will be gone.

You made me like I am and I can't turn back on this disaster that have been caused in my name. . .

I love this time we have spent. . . But is it true that all good things come to an end is there a chance that maybe just maybe one good thing won’t come to an end? Is it possible.

Will you take my dreams and make them all a reality

The only time in life when I will be able to say that I am happy is when you are happy with me

When I say I’m sorry I mean every word from the depths of my heart because indeed my heart has many depths

Let turn back the times and see if we really did make a mistake

This day has come to an end before it even began

Yea heres so shit I wrote and I don't care if you like it. . .
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(no subject) [Aug. 7th, 2004|12:58 am]
[mood |crazycrazy]
[music |bkahbleeblah]

No one know's what it's like...Collapse )
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Dream [Aug. 6th, 2004|03:41 am]
[mood |gloomygloomy]
[music |bleh]

dream untill the dream comes trueCollapse )
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I'm a MOD [Aug. 6th, 2004|03:09 am]
[mood |amusedamused]
[music |dumdeedumdeedumdeedum]

The sparkle in your eyes make my dayCollapse )
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LaLaLaDumDeeDum [Aug. 1st, 2004|04:48 pm]
[mood |blankblank]
[music |MMM,MMM,MMM - crash test dummies]

Well lets see the day started off when my mom called me and told me I had to go on this stupid bike ride and so I went but I only made it like half way I mean it was like 90 degrees no joke

Anyways I'm waiting for danyele to get up so I can invite her over and maybe have her brother fix this piece of crap that I call a computer. . .

Lots Of Love

Jessie @-->---
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nOnE [Jul. 22nd, 2004|03:22 pm]
[mood |energeticenergetic]
[music |99 red balloons- Nena]

Well guys I am going to the beach this saturday and will miss you all deeply.
But I'll be back the 31 so don't miss me to much I'm going to Ocean City and if you want a post card let me know :)

YOu wanna know what is so sad I have been going to sleep when the sun comes up and then I get yelled at for sleeping till 12 I try to tell my parents I sleep as much as you do just a different time of the day they didnt like that very much. But hopefully I will sleep at a normal time when I'm at the beach I gots to get a sun tan I'm a lil white haha

<3 Jessie
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